Day of Emptiness....!!

13th Feb - 8:42 PM IST

3 Days to go for my lovely marriage... Happy to see all around in preparation. All are busy but myself trying to get out the things which i shouldn't think in my mind. True my love mo dhana is always right.. she makes me get out of the thing which i shouldn't.

Day suddenly came to halt when i came know the thing which i am not involved. Felt so bad and sad for it. but saying thank you to my lovely wife will be small, she saved me, gave the strength and told that that she believes that i didn't do the thing. but i guess in all Indian marriage disturbances happen.

I agree with you dhana.. kemiti tumoku kahi bi ki tume mote complete karo. i mean tumo bina i feel like meaningless. bahut bahut lone feel karuchi. want to feel you closely. hold you with me. cha hunchi ki mu tumoku bahut duro nei jibi ...lone with me were kiye aasi be ni.. sirf tume and mu. aau kiye nai..

I know tumo ku kharap kete laagu thibo but trust rokhito dhana mo upore. i am not that type of person.

how to express that you have such a big heart infront of that i m like so small.. taarif karuni tumo ku but its what i have been realized for so long.

duniya re bahut ups n downs thibo .. aamo life re bhi aasi paare but it shouldn't disturb our present life. i strongly believe kare to live in present and try the best to live in it. but your support is what i seek always.

Mo dhana mo love .. Keep your biggest smile with me. you are my strength ahead in my life.

Bahut mono paducho lo dhana... bahut... ete mono podibo mu jaani nothili..

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mu jaani tume best try karibo mote dekhiba pai , will try the same.

Let the days flow in it way. be assured jouta bhi hobo one time hobo. then all will be ok with the time.

Praying God to happen all well...!!!

Day 15

Looks day went slower and slower without you.

Bahut mono paduthilo tume. but have to work na.. so have to keep you alive in me then making it out of my heart.
there was no time were i wasn't thinking about you. Dhana i don't how long have to wait. but we know that we have to wait.
so being so sweeeeeet.. n good .. n cool person.. i ever met. but yes couldn't meet properly. time was too short for us.
we always wanted to have time and spend time each other but life commitment comes in between which we can't ignore.
Life will take us ups and down, but we have to be strong and support each other in tuff time. we may cry or we may
laugh it just a part of life with comes in with us. there shouldn't be a reason why we should not believe on each other
in our tuff time.

Not missing you but yes i remember you a lot. each n every min for you what i feel. no idea what but always feel special for you.

Love you dhana. Love you a lot.

Day 14

Bang..Bang..!!

what should happen..!! when the day goes faster n faster. you get into deep work and work..!!

We know we have to work for my own things but we never forget each other .. beating inside our heart.. Loving each other being the best or maybe more than that.

We don't know what is going to happen tomorrow but yes , lets accept the things whatever comes in our way.

Getting you in my life is what becomes one of my motto. loving you whole life being what you are..

Dhana , my love, seeing your smile makes me smile whole day. talking you a bit makes me happy like how i feel with my parents.

you make me complete and perfect always whenever you are in me. and yes always be in me , beat in me so all time i don't miss you.

Keep loving and smiling forever.

Love you so much my dhana. everything of mine.

Day 8 to 13

Looks days are running faster then ever thought but lots of things happened in between..

Didn't thought that my dhana will come more closer to me than i thought.

All was so good on Sunday. i know your parents came to our house and had a discussion on marriage front.

Deep discussion went on what , where , when & how to move further in ..

Looks we are getting married soon as per the society. we have hope all is going to be super.

Don't think much.. come soon .. miss you and not miss you too.

Love you dhana...   

Day 7

Wasn't so well.. Down with health.. but ya quite recovered by seeing you my dhana.. Feeling awesome whenever i see you. i feel relaxed with you.. no tension or worry for me.

Same like yesterday , Bahut mono paducho.. each minute goes in your thought for you.

My love and My dhana you are best what i got .... Loads of love.

Have less thing to write today but love you a lot.. just waiting for you...

Love you my world my dhana...

Day 6

Little back in sometime when i kept the phone after speaking to my dhana.. time i guess was around 10 PM IST . i don't well remember when i slept but something happened.i was sleeping and was dreaming of my dhana a lot..bahut mono padilo.. my dreams re bi tumoku dekhi thuli.

I suddenly got up around 2:25 AM IST i felt i missed something searching you everywhere.i really felt that you are there beside me...and i slept and again 3:20 AM IST approx. i got up again and was searching you literally this time i was seeing here and there.

Again in morning when i got up too again i was searching you again....

Kaali kon hela jaani nahi but bahut feel karuthili tumo pai...dhana...

My love... My dhana...my days may have lots of pain in me.. but you make my pain away..

Thinking beyond you stops me.. i am a commited husband of urs and ur are mine.

Don't know dhana.. tumo bina mu kichi nahi lo...as jete mo parents priority , same mo life re tume same priority.

Someday i may not in touch with you but yes ... it will never mean that i m not in touch.. always remember dhana,..i will always love you the same i used to love you today. i feel there is no measurement of Love but yes.. will love till my breath is there for my people.

you are our family member. i know maybe someday we may find difference in us.. but that difference will never make to stop loving each other or stop the feeling between us. its will live in our heart forever. Trusting and understanding each other is one the way forward for us..

Looks i have wrote more today..!! Nothing more to Pen.

Love you my dhana.

Day 5

Day was pretty slow..!! but ya some critical issues to be look into.

My sweeeeeeet Dhana , i saw her in Morning having breakfast with the pain she has with the period. ya i know she can't have food properly.. also know that i m far and can't give that love..

Still trying my best .. so my dhana should get immense love...!!

Day without you was like simply sit but nothing to do like. Everywr today i was searching you ... don't know what will happen without you.

the best is what i got... i know somethings would be there which may not match but its great that mismatch gives us reason to be more close and closer.

My love you are my light and be my light ..

Just miss you and ya bahut mono toh podo.. and you beat in me...

Whole day i couldn't talk to my love.. i know she has to accomplish the given task over thr.

Ya love you a lot but haan want you to come soon...!!

Love you ....Dhana.