Day 15

Looks day went slower and slower without you.

Bahut mono paduthilo tume. but have to work na.. so have to keep you alive in me then making it out of my heart.
there was no time were i wasn't thinking about you. Dhana i don't how long have to wait. but we know that we have to wait.
so being so sweeeeeet.. n good .. n cool person.. i ever met. but yes couldn't meet properly. time was too short for us.
we always wanted to have time and spend time each other but life commitment comes in between which we can't ignore.
Life will take us ups and down, but we have to be strong and support each other in tuff time. we may cry or we may
laugh it just a part of life with comes in with us. there shouldn't be a reason why we should not believe on each other
in our tuff time.

Not missing you but yes i remember you a lot. each n every min for you what i feel. no idea what but always feel special for you.

Love you dhana. Love you a lot.

Day 14

Bang..Bang..!!

what should happen..!! when the day goes faster n faster. you get into deep work and work..!!

We know we have to work for my own things but we never forget each other .. beating inside our heart.. Loving each other being the best or maybe more than that.

We don't know what is going to happen tomorrow but yes , lets accept the things whatever comes in our way.

Getting you in my life is what becomes one of my motto. loving you whole life being what you are..

Dhana , my love, seeing your smile makes me smile whole day. talking you a bit makes me happy like how i feel with my parents.

you make me complete and perfect always whenever you are in me. and yes always be in me , beat in me so all time i don't miss you.

Keep loving and smiling forever.

Love you so much my dhana. everything of mine.

Day 8 to 13

Looks days are running faster then ever thought but lots of things happened in between..

Didn't thought that my dhana will come more closer to me than i thought.

All was so good on Sunday. i know your parents came to our house and had a discussion on marriage front.

Deep discussion went on what , where , when & how to move further in ..

Looks we are getting married soon as per the society. we have hope all is going to be super.

Don't think much.. come soon .. miss you and not miss you too.

Love you dhana...   

Day 7

Wasn't so well.. Down with health.. but ya quite recovered by seeing you my dhana.. Feeling awesome whenever i see you. i feel relaxed with you.. no tension or worry for me.

Same like yesterday , Bahut mono paducho.. each minute goes in your thought for you.

My love and My dhana you are best what i got .... Loads of love.

Have less thing to write today but love you a lot.. just waiting for you...

Love you my world my dhana...

Day 6

Little back in sometime when i kept the phone after speaking to my dhana.. time i guess was around 10 PM IST . i don't well remember when i slept but something happened.i was sleeping and was dreaming of my dhana a lot..bahut mono padilo.. my dreams re bi tumoku dekhi thuli.

I suddenly got up around 2:25 AM IST i felt i missed something searching you everywhere.i really felt that you are there beside me...and i slept and again 3:20 AM IST approx. i got up again and was searching you literally this time i was seeing here and there.

Again in morning when i got up too again i was searching you again....

Kaali kon hela jaani nahi but bahut feel karuthili tumo pai...dhana...

My love... My dhana...my days may have lots of pain in me.. but you make my pain away..

Thinking beyond you stops me.. i am a commited husband of urs and ur are mine.

Don't know dhana.. tumo bina mu kichi nahi lo...as jete mo parents priority , same mo life re tume same priority.

Someday i may not in touch with you but yes ... it will never mean that i m not in touch.. always remember dhana,..i will always love you the same i used to love you today. i feel there is no measurement of Love but yes.. will love till my breath is there for my people.

you are our family member. i know maybe someday we may find difference in us.. but that difference will never make to stop loving each other or stop the feeling between us. its will live in our heart forever. Trusting and understanding each other is one the way forward for us..

Looks i have wrote more today..!! Nothing more to Pen.

Love you my dhana.

Day 5

Day was pretty slow..!! but ya some critical issues to be look into.

My sweeeeeeet Dhana , i saw her in Morning having breakfast with the pain she has with the period. ya i know she can't have food properly.. also know that i m far and can't give that love..

Still trying my best .. so my dhana should get immense love...!!

Day without you was like simply sit but nothing to do like. Everywr today i was searching you ... don't know what will happen without you.

the best is what i got... i know somethings would be there which may not match but its great that mismatch gives us reason to be more close and closer.

My love you are my light and be my light ..

Just miss you and ya bahut mono toh podo.. and you beat in me...

Whole day i couldn't talk to my love.. i know she has to accomplish the given task over thr.

Ya love you a lot but haan want you to come soon...!!

Love you ....Dhana.

Day 4

Day was Bang..!! No.. it wasn't Bang....

Day was never a day without you. today seeing as if i was seeing you for the 1st time. My eyes never moved in seeing you... So adorable you are.. Feeling was ....!! Expression can't be written but seen.

Time flown in it way. time were we never felt apart. In the interaction , we had the best talks to have...

I was feeling sad dhana...!! i know you had while sleeping.. Understanding u the pain maybe less. i was feeling that what can i do more so you keep on smiling and never feel the pain.

Today was very good Occasion being the Festival of Lights - our 1st Diwali without you here, i really missed you beside me... i was searching you everywhere but i know you are far from here. but never far in me.. you always kept me alive. made me feel that you are always in my heart forever.

Had a interaction with you parents was awesome. Thank you for arranging the call. really felt good in talking with your parents. really awesome.

Wishing you again my Dhana .. A Happy diwali.

Do come soon dhana.. without you is like i m no mean. you always complete me and i always want that from you......

Love you so much...my dhana... i really can't stay without you... a min. is difficult for me.

Zindagi sirf ek mokka deta hai , us mokke ko hum apni zindagi bana dete hai. Tum aaye mere Zindagi mein , Puri duniya ko pa liya tumse mein.

Loveeee.. youuu...!!!!

Day 3...

Was Bang on me...ya.. after such a long day time.. 4 days .. hmm.. i spoke to my wife. feeling so good ..i can't express any feeling right now. ya feeling awesome for her.

From morning to till after have been speaking to her...seeing her being for me is the best what i can see it..

I did mistake , as couldn't see the time and for my wife it was too late for her lunch ,, i shouldn't have done that.. i do regret it for it completely..

Every thought of mine is she live in me..i m trying my best that my love my life is the life of me. Any thing beyond her is what i really don't know.

ମୁ ତୁମୋ କୁ ବହୁତ ଭଲ ପାଏ..! ମୋ ହୃଦୟ ରେ ତୁମେ ହିଁ ରୁହ ..!!! ଜୀବନ ରେ ଆଜି କିଏ କହିବ କି ସେ କିଏ ତାହେଲେ ମୁ କହି ବି କି ସେ ମୋରୋ ଜୀବନ ..ତା ବିନା ମୁ କିଛି ନାହିଁ.

I felt little difficulty in translating it .. but tried something for my wife... Seeing you smile make me so calm.. listening your talk .. make me closer n closer day by day.. loving more than tdy what i loved you.

Time is just clicking... still its 29th Oct. 9:37 PM IST here , Thinking and keeping her live in my heart is what she is for me.

Loads of love.. success will be always there...whenever you will search me , sure.. you will find me..

Love you load. that for tdy. Nothing to Pen.

Day 2

28-Oct-16

Tik Tok..Tik Tok.. Time was just clicking slowly n awaiting for the time when i can speak to you well..

Day was not a day without you ... night is not a night without..you.. weirdo i m i guess..each moment of today.. my heart was in search for you. ya i know that we didn't speak well for last 4 days. but that 4 days was like 4 months. Tuff time ...

my bit of mine is just for you. you accepted me heartily that i can't think anything beyond you.

you know that , actually you complete me.. i m nothing without you as air without a oxygen.

Finally time came when yes. i called her , we did a video chat exactly no idea but as per my time it was around 7:45 PM IST. my love for her is everything. yes , was the happiest today n felt being with her... I did the most thing were someone shouldn't do ..but i dared it to do..

it was 9:00 PM IST when i got married with you. official i declared that i m married only you.

i know i maybe become emotional but yes i really from my heart n soul i married you..i can't see anything beyond that ..my love.. my dhana...

Time is short. can't pen more. but yes.. i love you a lot...dhana. Keep that sweet smile always.

Day 1.

Before you read below ... a Boutique of Roses for you.

Its 9:17 PM IST right now... Thinking of you each minute & my each minutes is yours.
Never ever thought that you will come to my life... Till before i was alone , thought i will not have anything in my life. the day you came to my life. everything got changed. Slowly steadily i became near n nearer to you...

you know , i felt so hard in me ...i couldn't control myself.. even i know that you are going for sometime but felt something in me... really have no idea what was happening.
26-Oct-2016 - 11:01 PM is the time when your flight took off from here ... each moment of me and my heart was searching for you. what you are is the way i loved you...have no clue why i m writing this Blog today.. but without you my life is like a blank page without any writing on it. there maybe some difference between us.. but that difference made to become closer to you and realized that you are everything of me .. each bit of mine is urs ..you are so cute and lovable. then loving you will take whole lifetime and keep on loving you as i been loving you...i realize that yes.. i can't stay far from you..don't know weird feel that .. without you i will be sure incomplete.

You know Dhana.. Miss karuchi bahut but ya.. i undestnd..i have to wait for you.

i can't write much more , if i write more, i will start to cry loud. Love you soooo much my dhana..

Nothing to pen more for today.